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You know I am usually very emotional. Happy or sad, up or down, I usually and feeling something all the time. Maybe its because I am tired and stressed out, but today I feel nothing. I cannot organize my thoughts enough to get anything done, the dishes need doing, the house needs cleaning, vacuuming needs to be done, laundry to be folded, emails to respond to, and I just can't get it together. I have a doc appt in 15 minutes, need to go tonight to Tara's school so I can be "trained" to volunteer, Ky has a doc appt tomorrow am, then i have a consult Friday night, then have to drive to Hazard Saturday. Maybe I am just overloaded and trying to do way too much. Maybe my brain in fried. Whatever it is I hate being in a funk... it makes me feel like I am forgetting something, EVERYTHING, and letting everyone down. Ky is sick, Ross wants to be held, Owen needs his TV fixed, my mom is calling on the phone asking me to make a decision, Troy is calling on the other phone, and someone is blinging my IM all at once... its too much to take right now... I can feel an official breakdown coming and I just wish it would happen and be done... but I can't even motivate myself to breakdown and be done with it... WTH is wrong with me?