Well Julie arrived on Friday night and I got TOTALLY lost coming home. Felt like the biggest DOPE ever! But we made it home in one piece. The weekend was really nice to have some time to spend with her and getting the boys adjusted to her before we leave. Tomorrow it begins. The beginning [...]

Well at least the Easter pics did anyhow!!! LOL Owen did REALLY well… KY did good too… and little Rossy… well we will just say- HE’S TWO! And may not live to see three!!! UGh… he was in a “mood”! And yes – Owen is wiping off the kiss… gotta love that! Their new “punishment” [...]

A bright spot in the middle of all this is Julie coming!!! It will be almost a year since I last saw her in person and I cannot WAIT!!! Owen talked to her on the phone today to get their “plan” together about what all they want to do while she is here!! It was [...]

You know I think I have figured out it is not the actual surgeries or events that scare me as much as the what ifs. And I know… everyone says “you can’t think that” or “just don’t think about it” But you know what. That is impossible. Plain and simple. Because even if you don’t [...]

Why is it that things that are supposed to by normal, happy, fun in our lives are turning into things that I just want to ignore. Christmas came and went and I could have cared less… New Year’s brunch, whatever, Ross’ birthday- totally skipped it- bought a cake and he never even got to eat [...]

I don’t think I have ever had such an ominous feeling. I feel like the next ten days are going to come and go in a flash. I keep thinking of all the things I “NEED” to be doing…. and then I think of what I really WANT to be doing. Quite honestly I have [...]

From Sissy Ky!!! Obviously Daddy has no idea what a diaper cover is!!! UGH grrrrrrrr…. but sissy is coming back to the studio tonight so maybe I will take some more!! Check out the painted piggies!!! I made Troy paint them once and since then I think he secretly likes doing it! He keeps her [...]

Yesterday was Kyleigh’s Sedated Echo. I got to spend the weekend at a convention in Chicago with some of my best girlfriends so I managed to escape worrying for the weekend. The minute we were turning into the parking lot at Cincinnati I thought I would hurl. I hit me like that ocean wave that [...]