Its been so long that we have been talking about Ky in the third person. Because she cannot speak for herself. I need everyone to know- that after all this is done… we will be okay. SHE will be okay. The more days we spend in here… the less likely it seems that we will ever be normal again. And that is the hardest thing for me.
This is the Sissy I know… with eyes that can melt you and smiles for days. Loves to pat pat pat you with her tiny hands and rub your arms when you are holding her. The Sissy I know thinks her feet are the coolest things on earth. I miss that Sissy… because the Sissy I see laying in the bed is not her.. its a shell of her.. my Sissy is trapped somewhere deep inside a body that she cannot count on. But just as she always raises her tiny hand in victory… she will overcome this and we will walk out of here very soon. I have to believe this to make it through each day. I am most afraid that the Sissy I knew before the surgery will never come back to me. I am afraid that the amazing person inside her will never come back… that this experience will break her. That I cannot handle…
Today was the hardest day. Two more days of sedation… I just need my baby back… just one smile is all I need.
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Awww…that’s beautiful Amber! Hang in there girl, I know how hard this must be for you. Before long, you will have that beautiful baby girl back!!
Your images are beautiful…sending love!
This trail began because you love her SOOO much that you were willing to let her go and do what the Dr’s told you was best for her. She was “fine” when you checked her in there, fine meaning awake and smiling, but you did the RIGHT thing for her instead of the EASY thing for you, EASY meaning keeping her at home and smiling. Now she will have the BEST chance for a HEALTHY life!
Your SWEET Sissy is sleeping and HEALING. That is what is ‘BEST FOR HER’ right now, tonight.
I think you are both UNBELIEVABLY brave and unselfish.
Wonder WHAT she is dreaming about right now??
BEAUTIFUL PICS! PLEASE post more when she awakes!
I hope to dance at her wedding one day, just like I did at yours!
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HELLO TO THOSE BEAUTIFUL BOYS! Hang in there guys, Dad and Mom will be home someday……………
LOVE YOU! Sybil
Those pictures just break my heart. That picture I saw over on ProPs with you and her had me all teared up. Stay strong–she looks like a fighter! {{{hugs}}}
And you may not appreciate those pictures now, but just think when she’s older and you look back at them, you can see how strong you and your family were!
Troy and Amber:
I have kept up with everything from this blog and Sue. My prayers are with your little one. I have also put her on our church prayer chain, so there a lot of people praying for her. I thought you two would like to know that. Thank you so much for updating the blog, it helps me to know exactely how to pray for her. Please let me know if I can do anything for you.
Debbie Faulconer
Oh honey… (((HUGS)))
I have been praying SO hard for you guys. I hope she gives you the BIGGEST grin ever when she wakes up!
Hugs guys… miss you and love you all so much!