Its that eerie kind of calm and quiet… like things are almost too good to be true. Like any minute a bolt of lightning will tear through the sky and into your life and burn things to the ground. It is so funny to realize that while once you couldn’t enjoy life because you were too busy worried about dishes and the bank accounts. Now… you just thank god that you and your babies made it through another day, and that the lights are still on, and that the mortgage is paid. And if its a day that the bill collectors don’t call then that is a little icing on top.

But none of that has been happening lately. We have been crazy busy at the studio and maybe its just a blessing because I don’t know if we could handle anything else right now…. but its eerily calm in Kyleigh’s life. Nothing major wrong… nothing throwing our life into orbit. We don’t have another doc appt until June 23… but I cannot shake this feeling that something is right there. Waiting around the corner like a villain in a scary movie. Waiting to jump out at me and knock me to the ground in sheer terror.

We are having these crazy pop up thunderstorms in Kentucky this week. And its a lot like our lives. All the sudden there are these looming clouds… so dark you wonder what will happen… so omnious that you can’t see the other side. All of the sudden they burst into a mini flood, pouring and soaking everything… and just as fast as they came- they are gone. The sun is out again. And while the remnants of the storm remain in the puddles… you look at the sky and think… wow those white fluffy clouds sure are beautiful. And the sun shines again. The sun always shines again and then its quiet.

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