You know for so many years of my life things have not been perfect. They have not been a fairytale but I have been joyful through it all. I refuse to allow anything that is currently happening to take that joy from me. This morning I awoke just before 8 am. I showered and I SANG. With a joyful heart I sang. As I did the laundry I sang. As I made breakfast (which rocked btw… french toast, eggs, bacon and hashed browns) I DANCED. I danced through my kitchen without a care in the world. I danced with a freedom and with a liberation that I have not felt in a great many years. I danced with that heart that was open and anticipating. I danced like I was 16 years old again and waiting for my love.

Because you see… the thing is. I am falling for someone. I am falling in love with someone who I may never have even met yet. I am learning along the way and preparing myself and my heart for him. The thing that I know is… my Prince is coming for me. I will get my fairytale ending… How do I know this? Because I was promised this. As a little girl. I was promised, by my Heavenly Father, a man to stand with me, behind me, in front of me, beside me. Someone to love me for all that I am and all that I am not. I was promised a soul mate and I know that my soul mate is out there. He is ever present in my heart and will soon be in my life also.

The beauty of it all is that I do not NEED someone to complete me. I do not NEED someone to take care of me or make me happy. I am happy all on my own. With myself, my new life ahead, my kids… those are my true happiness. I am happy because I know in my heart that I am a good and honorable mother, daughter and I was an honorable and trustworthy wife until the very end.

So… today… I find in my heart the need to write this letter. Whenever I am being thoughtful I find myself wrapped up in my thoughts and many times those thoughts spill over into words on paper, online, in my heart.

So today… I find myself writing in my heart to my prince. When people ask me how I FEEL through this whole thing… my one response that I seem to come back to over and over again is… I am a Princess without her Prince. So until my Prince and I meet I will write to him. I want him to know that I have loved him before he even knew me. That I have guarded my heart and prepared myself for him. That I have and will honor him with my life and my words.

To My Prince,
I have known you since before I was born. Your path was laid in front of you, your journey was shown to you and still you accepted it. Through the pain of loves lost, I can FEEL you. Your strength extends to my heart and soul even though I know you not in body as of now. But, my Prince, I have known you since the dawn of my life. I believe that in life, our journeys are merely pathways to our destinies. You, my prince, are my destined for me, and I for you.

There are a few things that I already know about you. Your heart is pure and your intentions are righteous. Your soul is kind and giving. Your journey has not been an easy one, but you have traveled this road so you might understand my journey and be compassionate. Your mind is beautiful and your thoughts are deep. Passion for everything that you do runs through you like a river. Your life has a meaning that is so much bigger than either of us, as does mine. The most beautiful thing is that you understand this also. You see the bigger picture and are WILLING to embark on that journey for you, for me, to fulfill our destiny together and seperately.

When I close my eyes at night and dream… I see you and although, I see through the glass darkly now, some day I will see you face to face. I awaken in the morning with a song in my heart and a smile on my face because I can FEEL you. It is as if you were right beside me. Your presence is so tangible that I could nearly feel you breathing and hear your heartbeat.

We have both been promised a true love. A I Corinthians 13 forever type love. A love that bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things and ENDURES all things. A love that NEVER fails. Our journies have taught us this love that we will give to each other. Our paths will cross some day and when they do, that moment will be inexplicably perfect.

My prince, take care until we meet again.

All my love…… your Princess.

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