My Dearest Prince,
“I waited for you today but you didn’t show. I needed you today. So where did you go?” Barlow Girl.
My heart longs for you tonight in ways I cannot explain. I am sitting here in front of my computer screen wondering what your day was like today. Whose life did you touch? Did you laugh today or did you cry? Wishing that I was able to hear your laugh or dry your tears, I find my eyes closed and feeling so close to you in my soul that I can almost hear you and feel you beside me.
Today was a bad day for me My Prince. I wish that I had YOU to come home to. I wish I was able to lay my head in your lap and have you run your strong hands through my hair. I wish that I was able to snuggle up to you and breathe you in and find with you the joy that you will inevitably bring to my life.
I wish that you were here with me to fall on your knees WITH ME and cry out to the Lord. Today I cried out to my Heavenly Father to save me from this horrible mess. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to do this anymore. Alas, if this is the path which leads me to you, then I will endure with a joyful heart.
I wish that you were here to stand with me and pray with me. To hold my hand and tell me it will be okay. I know you are a man of faith and I just hope that tonight our Heavenly Father will impress you to pray for your Princess. Today she sure needs your strength when she finds her own waning.
My prince, I know in my heart that my journey will lead me to you but I find myself longing for that to be soon. I know that our meeting will happen in HIS perfect time and tonight I will end my day as I started…. on my knees in prayer that our paths cross sooner rather than later. I am ready for the rest of my life to begin. I am ready to stop hurting and start laughing again. I am ready for you to feel the warmth in your soul as I smile at you and you at me. You see I have a smile that I have reserved for you. It is special, almost sacred. A smile in which my eyes are kind and my laughter is of true joy. It is a different smile because it comes from the very core of my being.
I am preparing myself for you. I am ready to find you but knowing that I must wait.
Waiting for you,
Your Princess
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Amber, you have such a way with your words.
I am sitting here with tear filled eyes and a lump in my throat.
I pray for your happiness my friend and that God will bless you with your Prince in his perfect time-bless you and all your precious babies tonight and always.