Dear Prince,
I tailgated without you. I had fun without you. I cheered through the cold of the night without you. I went another day without you. Sigh.

Some days I really wish that I knew who you were. RIGHT NOW. I am not the most patient person in the world, admittedly, but I will wait for you. Of all the things or people who I would wait for YOU are it my love. I have asked my Heavenly Father to GIVE me the patience that I will need to hold me through until the day I find you. I have asked him to bless me with grace and peace to see this journey to you, through.

I find myself, so very often, drifting in my thoughts. As I float along this stream of emotions, I find solace in the thought of you. I find myself telling my friends about you. I have wondered if I sound completely crazy, but I KNOW, that I do not. I may be a hopeless romantic, a dreamer, a wisher, and a thinker… but crazy is not me. My thoughts turn toward you when I am happy or sad. I wonder are you happy or sad? Are you hurting or laughing? Are you finding yourself wrapped up in the thought of me?

Tonight I will find myself again praying for you, about you and hopefully with you. As I stare out my window, at the starless night, I can feel the stinging cold through the crack in the door. I can smell that someone quite near me has already christened their fireplace for the year. I find myself, in my dreams, sitting in front of a crackling fire. I watch its beautiful shades of red and orange and I find myself lost. Lost in its warmth and power, yet I still feel the chill of the empty space beside me. Then I hear my front door open. As it does your shadow graces the stairs. All of the sudden, a smile, and warmth emanates from every corner of my being. There is a certain longing that I have, that is set apart from all the other happiness in the world. That part of me can only be warmed by you.

So until we find ourselves sharing our moments in front of the fire… I bid you a restful goodnight.

All my love,
Your Princess

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