When you find yourself in a place like I have you manage to be thrust into a whole stream of confusion, hurt and you truly understand the meaning of being LOST. Lost in thoughts, lost in life, lost in love. When all there is left is to believe that everything will work out for the good of those who love Him, you find yourself open, waiting and wondering.
I am learning to Love with the love that was meant to be between a man and woman. The love that God meant for two people who are sharing their lives to share. I find myself on a journey that leads me to somewhere brilliant and wonderful. I am determined to learn what I am supposed to and move forward with a new understanding.
Much like the two years I have spent with Kyleigh’s journey, I know that I am a changed person. I know that I have grown up a great deal in two years. I know what it is like to give someone EVERYTHING you have. I know what is it like to sacrifice everything you have ever wanted and dreamed. We only get ONE shot at this life and here I am standing in front my second chance. Second chance to go after what I know is right. To find what my heart longs for. I am the lucky one. Still, after everything that I have been through… I am the lucky one. Not really lucky… just blessed.
One of my favorite songs says:
You only get just one time around
You only get one shot at this
One chance, to find out
The one thing that you don’t wanna miss
One day when it’s all said and done
I hope you see that it was enough, this
One ride, one try, one life…
To love….
Why? Because I find myself more in love than I ever thought or imagine I could be. I am in LOVE head over heels. I am hopelessly and undeniably in love with the One who can give me the perfect love. The love I was meant to experience for my entire life. That love that will never fail or leave me. The love that I can trust in with all my heart and never fear it hurting me. The love that I can trust with all my heart.
I heard an amazing song today on the radio and I had to pull over and weep. I could not stop the tears from down my nose and as they fell onto my hands I heard these words:
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don’t turn away
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I’m not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
And I’ll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don’t fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world’s sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life
Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I’ll never let you go
~Tenth Avenue North
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TOO WEIRED! I have ny Playlist up playing-as I opened tyour blog the same song was playing on mine! They were like 3 seconds apart, it was freaking my out til I read down:)
LOVE THIS SONG!
ps- started my book last night….Roddy and I read day 1 together….have a feeling we are going to LOVE it!!
Thanks for the suggestion-
Hope your day is blessed sweet friend-ps- you need to stalk your PO Man cause he should have dropped off something for you several days ago!!!
Great Post!
xoxo
Wow great song! You find/hear some really great music- I am so glad you share tehm on your site.
I just want you to know that I pray for you and when I pray I always pray that you will find God more and more sufficient in HImself and that you will find yourself more and more in love with Jesus. I know that is what He wants me to pray for you- and I hope He has appointed someone out there to pray the same for me!
When I see what God is doing in your life it makes me thankful to Him. HE is really working in your life!
Jessica
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“I am hopelessly and undeniably in love with the One who can give me the perfect love. The love I was meant to experience for my entire life. That love that will never fail or leave me. The love that I can trust in with all my heart and never fear it hurting me. The love that I can trust with all my heart. “
Amber my heart goes out to you. This quote of yours refers to you!!! Totally to the love and reliance that we as people place on ourselves.
Sherri