My Prince,
I so needed you tonight. I am physically exhausted by this whole mess. I am mentally worn down and basically I am just tired. Kyleigh managed to MOVE while I was trying to clip off some of the dressing from her broviac and I cut the line in two. Lucky enough I had cut it LOW and it was able to be patched. It even flushed! What a blessing and miracle that was.

I wish that you were here to hold my hand through things like this. I wish that you were here beside me for me to lean my head on and sleep in the cold ER room at 2 am. I wish that you were just a phone call or arms length away. I wish that you were here to rejoice with me and shake the hand of the wonderful doc who was able to track down the kit and fix the line (Thanks Mussman!).

Most of all I wish you were here so that when I came home to lay my my baby girl down in her bed that we could hold hand and pray and thank our Heavenly Father for all the amazing things that he has done for us today.

But tonight. I will pray, in my quiet place, not ALONE, but by myself. I will pray for you, about you, in thought of you. I will pray that God will continue to teach me to love and be loved. I will pray that God will continue to USE both of us as we travel on our respective journeys that will lead us to each other.

I find that I long for you more and more each day. But I know that every day that I make it through is one more day that brings me closer to you. I know that God will give me the desires of my heart… one of those desires, my prince, is you.

Longing for you,
Your Princess

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